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The Auditorium of my mind, heavily haunted by its own orchestra of fears.

  A Solo for  SanctifyThySin  / formerly  SanctifyThySins,  written  by  Ashing . Fictional character 'Thomas Shelby' from 'Peaky Blinders', portrayed alternatively and set in my Alternate Universe. Mature Content. Trigger-warnings included. ------------------------------------------------------------------------- The Auditorium  of my mind, heavily haunted by its own orchestra of fears. Ceaselessly aiming for the right words, I found myself silenced by the pointless crusade. The light still tries to break through the shudders, but nothing ever snaps me from the chains of lucid daydreaming. “Back to hearing the shovels against the wall, is that the kind of call you hear?” She taps the tab of her cigarette, it was only natural that the tendrils of smoke would keep rising to give her some shelter from the vulnerability in my ocean eyes. It was when I thought I could finally help myself from staring that I learn anew how I was only fooling myself. Sh...

A Midnight Dip into my Inception, amidst a Midnight Mist.

A Solo for SanctifyThySin  / formerly SanctifyThySins,  written by Ashing . Fictional character 'Thomas Shelby' from 'Peaky Blinders', portrayed alternatively and set in my Alternate Universe. Mature Content. Trigger-warnings included. A Midnight Dip into my Inception, amidst a Midnight Mist. ————————————————————————————— Sequence of a haunting memory with Serpent. ————————————————————————————— Dirt beneath my fingernails reassembles each thought I’ve ever had into one, stringing along one final . ‘I could die this very instant, and the silk of black will devour me. My soul will finally mend with the cold ground. What is left of me?’ And when you have these intrusive thoughts, you no longer know which thought is your own and which reality. Breathing in with the full capacity of my lungs was not going to work in my favor, there was no room for the extravagant rise and fall of my chest. “ Extravagant ”. Sweet little ironies. What is considered a basic necessity is but a ...